urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:samanthacorriee samanthacorriee samanthacorriee 2009-06-10T21:09:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:samanthacorriee:32527 2009-06-10T21:09:14Z 2009-06-10T21:09:24Z i am now 19, unrealistic, carefree, irrelevant, uninterested and i have never ever been happier than i am now. <br /><br />hope you're all well.<br />xo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:samanthacorriee:12012 2008-03-24T23:33:03Z 2008-03-24T23:33:03Z <small><br /><br />my cupcake:<br /><lj-embed id="2" /><br />you must get tired from running around in circles in my mind...</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:samanthacorriee:2459 2007-09-04T17:35:27Z 2008-12-28T19:35:20Z i got to the end of the road i've been walking last night.<br />staring and making all these assumptions i made so many connections.<br />gosh, thats tired. its a shame that my feelings have expired. <br />i no longer have the emotions to deal with the manipulations you've been feeding me.<br />so if this is how this&nbsp; game is played, im sorry but i am unable to understand the rules.<br />my senior year debut is in a couple days and let me tell you the feelings are &quot;oh so bittersweet.&quot;<br />i've stood infront of 100 people and played the 'this is how i want everyone to remember me game.'<br />i've taken your words with a grain of salt and sifted through. <br />i've been the needle in the haystack, the only problem is that you never bothered to find me.<br />its sort of like you never lived at all. <br />this is a controversy, its oh so contro, contro, contro...<br />vercial. <br />i know you wish you sounded like this, webbing and weaving these words together<br />to make sense and to not hurt.<br />i have the inability to hurt people.<br />its just turned around and i concentrate on falling apart.